I don't know how to do this. I don't know how to act when my world has been turned upside down. I don't know what to say. Most times I'm doing good to respond in a coherent manner. I'm taking it one day at a time and I wonder if that's good enough. How am I supposed to be positive when I want to scream or break down and let it all out. I've got to be quiet about it because Dwight doesn't need another thing on his mind. He's being so strong and I envy his strength as I pray for more strength. More everything. More time. More patience. More grace. More knowledge. I don't even know what I need anymore.
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