I tell myself I'm not wasting time dreaming of the future. The one where I don't HAVE to set my alarm. The future when I can spend as much time as I want with the dogs in the morning and the grandkids whenever I want. When time can slow down. When I can get my affairs in order and my house spotless (I can dream). Where I can breathe deeply and laugh and cry as long as needed. When I can just be...who I am and do what my heart tells me to do. I've kinda already started. Getting practice I guess, but it's time. I'm not wasting time if it's self preservation.
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