Sunday, March 17, 2019

All things Lauren

My youngest recently had her 27th Birthday.  I didn't post on her Birthday and she noticed.  Sorry baby girl. You were very much on my mind that day. Actually a lot lately, but especially on March 8th. It just kills me when I can't see you on your Birthday.  I know you're grown and have your own life, but you're my baby. You're the same age I was when I had you. You've done so much more with your life. I am so proud of you. Can't believe my little  wild child is such a responsible adult. You will be much wiser than I am so I hope you realize my mistakes come from ignorance not a lack of caring or love. And the Garth song?
She always says that I'm the rock that she leans on but it's so hard to believe 'cause she's always there when I start losing faith. Going crazy. She saves me and every now and then she just wants me to hold her. Oh, but that don't mean she's weak. The way she's unafraid to show her feelings just means she's stronger than me.
And I'd give her anything in my life that's mine to give her till the last breath that I breathe.
If I have a choice, I pray God takes me first because she's stronger than me.

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