Fuck Cancer

 I have a blanket that says Fuck Cancer. Technically it was Dwight's but I can't agree more with those words. I heard another good man is fighting a battle just like Dwight did and I've been praying for him. Then the song "The Dance" came blaing on the radio. Ok I turned it up but the volume really didn't matter. The words hit me like a ton of bricks and I had to pull over for a little bit. Fuck Cancer and everything it does and all those it leaves behind.

My favorite time of day

 Lately my favorite time of day really doesn't have an exact time. It's when I'm sitting in my recliner with a hot cup of coffee and the sun peeks over the mountain.  The sunshine is behind the trees and they look almost golden. My lap is a warm bundle of doggies. That feeling when the first sip of coffee touches your soul and you feel like there's nothing you can't do.

My love

 February 14th.  The day to celebrate love. I knew I'd be in Little Rock today so I celebrated a little bit early. It was a warm beautiful day and I went to the cemetery.  I put roses on his grave and I sat down and talked to my husband. I talked for a long time and I sat on the ground absorbing the sun's rays and I let my heart say things that my mouth couldn't.   I left with a peace that doesn't come easy or often.  I'll always miss him.